let's not sugar coat it.

Let's not sugar coat it.

halloween 11

 with abie, jasmine and ate ava. (L to R)

yes, we tried our best to achieved our wanted costumes.

 Do you see Mother Teresa? Do i even look like a nerd.

 Again, with my beloved cousins.

INNA AND BASIA RIGHT HERE.

yes they were smiling behind those masks.

Today was the last halloween we'll be celebrating as seniors. Next year, halloween will be all about pranks. All i can say, is that i'll never be too old for candies.

NERDVILLE

GOING AS A NERD TONIGHT! TRICK OR TREATING WITH THEM FRIENDS!

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vintage spectrum

i got bored while waiting for the kids to go trick or treatin, so as usual, i played with my camera attempting to make a vintage looking photo.

tired but stoked

I spent the start of my sembreak with these 6 amazing people! Even though we were all tired because of the hard work we all did during the day, grabbing a few bottles of beer right after was surely worth it! I can't wait to see what's in store for the me during the break!! 

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story of my life

This, by all means, is the story of my life. 

Waiting for something and receiving nothing is probably one of the worst feelings. I hate waiting. I absolutely hate it. No matter how hard i try, i just can't be patient enough. And sometimes, being hopeful doesn't feel so good anymore. Because you know there's a bigger chance that it won't happen. 

take your time

Take your time by Cary Brothers (TVD S03E06)

Every single time i watch The Vampire Diaries, by the end of every episode, they have this amazing sad song. And i don't know, it works. It completely and absolutely makes me sad. I mean i can't relate to the vampire shit that they're portraying cause i'm obviously far from that, but i guess i somehow understand Elena's feelings for not giving up on Stefan. It's depressing. And i also feel the undying love that Damon has for Elena. 

I JUST WISH MY LIFE WAS AS GOOD AS THE ONES ON TV.

trois jours

So i just got back from our 3 day retreat in tagaytay. I never thought that i would be able to bond with my classmates the way that we did for the past 3 days. And in those 3 days, it wasn't just the fact of being away from home, it was the experience that me and my class shared with each other.


Before leaving for the retreat, all i could tell myself was "don't share". Why? Well all i could think of was, i'm not close enough with these people for me to tell them my problems. They would never understand. They might think i'm shallow or they might just judge me even more. And what the hell? I don't really care. But during the last day of our retreat, everyone proved me wrong. Turns out, i'm not the only one. The problems that i have, are the same problems my classmates were faced with. We all felt alone, lost, insecure, depressed and worthless. But after sharing small patches of our problems, all those feelings looked so small. Our issues became smaller than the connection that we all developed.


At the end of the day, everything still comes down to God and ourselves. God will never let us experience something that we cannot handle. It's always something that would make us stronger, wiser and better. If only we let him in and let him take the wheel, things would be okay. Not perfect, but okay. And that's good enough for me. I know that I've built my walls around myself pushing away everyone and even God. But i guess, God used my classmates to tear down those walls.

SO AT FIRST WE WERE ALL JUDGEMENTAL AND SHIT.

AND THEN AFTER THAT WE REALIZED HOW WEIRD AND THE SAME WE ALL WERE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RABBIT!

Happy Birthday to one of the most amazing human beings on this planet, Eminem! 

unattached

After everything that I've been through, getting attached is something that I've grown afraid of. And in the process, I've mastered the skill of pushing people away.

top 5 movies i'm looking forward to

The Vow 

New Year's Eve

Marvel's The Avengers

A Little Bit of Heaven

Footloose

another sunday afternoon

I've been feeling extremely tired these days and these things would be lovely right now. Sundays was meant to be a rest day, but now it's just a stress-filled day. One Word definition of my sundays : PROCRASTINATION. I can't put into words how much i'm longing for the sembreak. Chill, bumm days with coffee, music and a good book. Two more weeks; two slow weeks. There's just something about sundays that makes me extremely lazy. And the fact that school starts the next day makes me want to just shoot myself. As of now, all i'm asking for is sleep. Nothing but a long wonderful sleep. 

DEADMAU5 ADDICTION : i am currently attached to the sick tunes this man makes. 

Strobe, Ghosts n stuff, raise your weapon

tout sur moi

MOI


Julia Pacleb, 16, MNL. Currently in my senior year of high school. Busy and bummed. 
There are four things i am completely passionate about ; 


1. Food. Now who isn't passionate about food? It's one of the best pleasures in life. It's just something that i just can't pass out on. I love cooking and i absolutely love eating. Plus, food is such an excellent excuse for everything, but mostly for a date out. My comfort foods? Mashed potato, pasta, chocolates, muffins and McDonald's! :))


2. Films. I am a sucker for films. Nothing's better than seeing two people fall in love, fall apart, and dadada. Photos are great. But moving photos are even better! During weekdays, i find good movies that i can watch over the weekend.  ( Saturday is movie night ) My favorite? The sappy romantic ones. There's just something about movies that makes you want to do crazy things. Or maybe i just see most of myself in movie characters and i crave for their happy endings. There're just films that automatically match your status in life. That's what i love the most about it.


3. Fashion. is the best way to express yourself. nuff said.


4. Music. I honestly can't go anywhere without my ipod. It's just something that i can't survive without. Music on car trips, shopping, taking a bath, cooking, doing homework, working out, taking a stroll, sleeping. JUST EVERYTHING. I love the way music can make your mood go from "i'm on top of the world" to "fml." And the fact that there's a song for every situation in your life is just amazing. There isn't a specific type of genre that i listen to; i just love all kinds.


These four things more of less defines who i am. 

NEWBIE

So yes, I've finally made my own official blog. Even though i already have a tumblr, i'm planning on making this a better and more serious one. More about my opinions and random thoughts. I'm new to this blog site and i'm still on the road to getting used to it.